i am alone and lonely in the world given all has gone and those around i cant speak to nor understand it hurts to see and finally understand that i am truely alone and lonely at every night and day where i cant confide in anyone it is a one way conversation with supposedly god but the mind runs wild and heart hurts i understand that i must manage to be alone and lonely even though i am surrounded by people but i cant speak with nor to i cant confide in anyone but god it is just me till i breathe my last breath and beat my last rhythm i know now it is just the way it is