sometimes I wonder how eyes could gleam beneath the hell I tread that I should deem beneath the pain I feel under one's own regime sometimes I wonder how eyes could gleam
there might be strings that I could not see moving muscles of faces that I would guarantee smiling, frowning, blushing creation of these strings might be there must be strings that I can't see
the blindness of my eyes corrupting my imagination the hardness of my soul corrupting my perception the direness of my time corrupting my obsession the sourness of my hope corrupting my salvation