I am swinging by my neck at the end of my rope Searching around for some glimmer of hope Some safe place, a sanctuary for my heart That has been cremated after being torn apart
I look and I look everywhere I go Seeking solace, while I go with the flow Trying to find a feeling I have never known Looking for the place, a home to call my own
I am a sojourner pushed and pulled by fate Tossed about like a leaf on the wind of hate This world has choked my lungs of all the air And yet I can say I'm not quite as scared
I used to walk around under the weight of fear Now its dismay, yet I can shed no tear It stalks me every night and day I wish for my life the voices would just go away
I can't seem to cry though I feel I'm drowning I have my faith but it seems I'm always doubting I doubt my strength, I doubt my sanity Because my life has been endless calamity
When will this storm finally subside I guess I just hold on, while I'm along for the ride Buckle up and hold onto the rope Its a rough ride kids, find your reasons to cope
Honestly, When I first got the first few lines of this in my head, it was to an upbeat kind of song... Really snappy.... Weird. I liked it though so I went with it haha