sometimes the wind picks up all the leaves that fall from my bark and land on my knees and all that ive thrown and all ive suppressed gets blown back at me in my own little mess and the rain didnt help for the rot in the muck and now all that i see is the pain i had held and for some Forsaken reason my hands touch no sky for the Grey is above and it taunts me and lies and i thought my roots had found peace had Found truth in the Depths of my earth In the Silence And my youth But it turns out compression of rock is disturbed And now the Soil kicks and now the ground Jumps and The storm it yells victory in the ocean and Rust And my body it cracks to show all of the space where i thought homed tranquility but out birthed my rage and All the times I’m Empty and all the Times i smile all false propaganda for a Stone Under trial And That stone will go two ways that Stone it will crack or it’ll reach the Point and Move Mountains itll start to Yearn Lack And the Ball It keeps Rolling And It Will not stop And Now all That Time’s left With is Carnage and Crop
and Soon I will harvest the blood in my roots and the quiet will Serve my hibernating for the next unbridled pursuit