I've become a shadow
Of who I want to be
I've become nothing more
Than a forgotten memory

Fading to the darkness
Once again I fall
Once again I'm flooded
Drowning in how I lost it all

Anxiety clutches my heart
Making it impossible to breathe
Making it impossible to think
Shutting me up - alone to seeth

The fear tapes up my mouth
When I want to scream I'm feeling helpless
The guilty words stream in my mind
Was my sacrifice really selfless