last week's episode:
I look into the mirror, pink staining my hands and face
a pale shade of red inflicted by the incorrigible monster
(makes the pink tints of the world incredibly exhausting)

this week:
racked with fits, I plead

"
how many times
will I cry before I decide

you're too mean

to be all mine.

"

*******. *******. *******. *******. *******. *******. *******.
*******. *******. *******. *******. *******. *******. *******.

next week:**
I blow a smoke ring into another young man's face
before I incinerate his two closest relationships with women (sister and girlfriend)
by wrapping my legs around him, corrupting his senses and integrity

"You should've said 'no, I have a girlfriend'.
Instead you said nothing, which shows she isn't anything"