obscured by clouds a hidden Orion listens to your crying
in a well kept garden a constellation of flowers
tenderly tended by your hand listens to the rain
teaching them how to grow row after row
the flowers cannot begin to know
of how your human grief tries to lose itself
in each of their faces seeing again your dead daughter
smile upon your tears your hands
mechanically gathering moonlight that isn't there
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After my young sister was killed when a drunk driver crashed into a parked bus my mother entered into an underworld of grief where we would find here at four o'clock in the morning gardening and crying to herself and plucking at the light.