I don't want to write anymore,
it's hurting me so much,
I'm losing myself in a sea of words,
of things I don't understand

I don't want to write anymore,
it makes me think about myself,
it makes me wonder why I bother,
why I am the way I am

I don't want to write anymore,
I just want to stop.
I need my head to stop circling,
I need my heart to collapse.

I don't want to write anymore,
I just need to understand
why it is,
that life makes no sense