they tell me i did wrong

but they tend to tell me

how to make it right

instead of showing me.

no one sets an example

lead by definition

so i ****** up

but somehow continued to **** it up

the problem lies within me

and i know that

and im trying to fix it

but it takes time

and i get slowed down

when im too moved on

and get over it

its just not that ******* simple to me

apparently nothing is

when will it ever be