Truly you once saw through me Genuine and pure, as though our souls danced through the spiraling moonbeams; Entrancing dimensional transcendence
As our energies coalesced There we were sitting in our tree. But then the gemstones fell out of your eyes & Like a stranger you gazed upon me
This undulating fortuitous futility Beautifully brutal in its cruelty - & Eating me alive as I grasp toward mortal continuity
Begging for more of my former memories Which I eschew in obscurity to resurface and drown All moral ambiguities
The relay I beg to make your systems restart In unending and upending unity; Erased upon awakening the slate avant-garde, Fluently entombing this symbolical eulogy
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Just clockwork these depths From which I’ve risen and plunged You’d shown me a meaning I’ve never felt with anyone
With the utmost uplifting & wholesome adour; I long to embrace you From this place I’ve sworn
Reality and dreams forever at war henceforth; Your visage in the nether is my only warmth Scorned at the form of us drifting apart Continuing alone without a piece of my heart ~
I’ll pattern the sequences of events in my head Imagining an alternate timeline which led Our realignment that picks back up step instead Once the power’s tripped and OS configs again
Do you think about me now and then Will you think about me when the world ends? Possibly grieve & mourn, pretend we’re still friends, Both wished for forgiveness and made amends
In your arms I feel at home But even in a crowd, I am alone Reaping a graveyard of which I’ve sewn Ever fonder so the absent heart grows