Oh how I wish I could be your perfect server You turn to those customers with your stress ridden eyes But keep it all masked with that vile business smile
So very slowly I am becoming what it is you need Soon I will be carrying your ticking metal box inside the left of my freezing chest emotions disabled are the settings suited best
And before I realise, as I leave through this door I will no longer be able to switch back to my emotions so pure.
I ask how your day is, I cannot listen to your response
I exclaim how beautiful the spring is, it has been years since I gazed at the sun
How am I to ever feel beauty when I cannot feel at all How could my work be flawed when this box remains forever installed