How he holds his hands in front of him, palms out, speaking softly as if to a spooked wild creature, reassuring it he won't approach too quickly. That he is safe. How I've waited to be approached in good faith. How I've sat at the window, mind far above the room, breath catching with the shadow of every passing bird. How I've willed it to be one of us, swooping in, tapping the glass with the holding end of her broom. She'd raise her hands like I was a wild songbird she didn't want to fly away, and softly say, I haven't said a word. And I'd say, I know. I recognize you, too.