I should have loved myself instead
I gave you all until I bled
I go over it inside my head

You painted me blue and red
Over something stupid that I said
I should have loved myself instead

I imagine a kinder version of you
Where You live right up to your potential
I go over it inside my head

The light switch is turned off from the sky
Reality sets and starts go black
I should have loved myself instead

I believe all your promises of change
But I grow old waiting
I go over it inside my head



I could have invited another man into my bed
It least our cycle can have an end
I should have loved myself instead