I've lost everything
All meaning to live
All urge to keep breathing
my mind funnels through a sieve
It divides the joy and the sorrow
The fear and the pain
The darkness of tomorrow
From the soft summer rain
I stand in the middle of all of my grief
I search for an answer
Yet find no relief
The pain grows like a cancer
Heavy and deep in my chest
I don't want to go on without you
But they say its for the best
Those words sting, in ways I never knew

What do I do with all of the tears
Will they cause me to drown?
Where do I put all the fears
Before they put me in the ground

I won't give up because I know you're out there
Wondering if I am okay
Although this life has been far from fair
I will keep breathing through today

I won't give up the love we have shared
I won't let losing you **** me
I know it is my cross to be bared