Thank you for investing efforts and time to pursue me.
I'm Sorry that it took me such a while to tell you how I feel and failed to realized this in the first place.
I know that I've made you confused or
Refusing your love might have broke your heart  
But I hope you understand that it wasn't easy for me too.

I have prayed that your intentions were true and pure.
I appreciate all the efforts you did to show your feelings for me
I admire how you proudly and excitedly share your goals and dreams to me
I'm grateful that you tried hard for me to know you more deeply

I'm sorry but I wasn't ready yet to commit my heart to you.
As much as I want to get to know you more,
I want to know more about myself too.
I'm excited to spend my time with you,
but for now I will go on an adventure on my own.
I'd also love to see your achievements and success
But For now let's celebrate and offer our growth and success to our family who's always there for us.

How special it is to create beautiful memories and happiness with you.
But I want to let God first fill my heart with love and joy that does not depend on anything but in him alone.
With that I know that I can offer this heart completely to you.