I am a lot. I told you that when we first met. I put a caution sign on my back and yet you still claimed to want me. How do you feel now? Now that you know it's not always sunshine and rainbows. When I sleep for days on end and I can't even begin to tell you how I'm feeling. I cry to you for help and yet your overwhelmed. What did you expect? How can I give you what you deserve when I barely love myself. You say I'm not the victim but you don't live in my head. Who are you to tell me how I'm feeling.