Being alone was nothing new to me
day in and day out always by myself
didn't have anybody but my shadow
with every passing hour and every new issue that occurs I'd always wonder is there something more
is there somewhere I'm needed
Someone who needs me funny I thought to think this and said no that really couldn't be
Because how could I ever be a need
Something special in someone's life
When I couldn't be special in my own eyes
Thought there's no way someone could ever need me
Because there just couldn't be
But the day finally came
But it wasn't a person
But he was my little person
Just the most special little guy
He had so much personality
He was so smart sweet and loving
And I knew what it felt to be special to someone
To have someone special
With every morning till night came
I couldn't believe the sadness and loneliness I finally overcame
And just like that in a blink of   an eye I discovered a new type of depression,sadness, anger and loneliness
The type of pain I felt when this little angel left my life
Was and always will be so unbearable
I never felt love like that
And I don't think I'll ever feel it again but I'm happy I had him when I did and I'll never forget him my pupus