Like blind leading the blind I follow my heart
and it leads me back to your warm arms,
As I hang myself in a knot of your love
and kick the bucket of my own pride
I am well aware that this is not right,  
but it is the only language I recognize

I know very well the road only leads
to one destination and yet I still hold
my head high and steadily, through I walk.
I am pleading with you to take me as
a sacrifice, hoping to get comfort, and
warmth in the walls of your iced heart
Not that I am complaining  of the emptiness
In the depth of your brown eye *****

Slit my throat  as the lamb, for I long but
nothing other than suffering in your presences
For the fear of the unknown is worse
than the devil I already know, I don’t know
what life without you feels like anymore
Or at least I find it very hard to remember,
For the only  memories I have in what left
of my sanity is none other than heart ache

Here I am, take me, take me as I am and
do with me what your heart desire,
For I have accepted my fate is dire
I have come to terms with betrayal
I have been here before, not once or twice
Truth is I have lost the count,
but I still get goose bumps and lose my mind
It still all strike me  as a surprise

The thought of being here is comforting than away,
because only here I feel free and can let my guard down
And let you spill the blood from my heart to yours
As you make this sacrifice please remember the clause
Remember all the hymns and sing all the songs
As you Slit my throat with your words,
leaving me feeling worthless like a clown

But like I said I have been here before,
so the pain can’t be hard to endure
We are already here, so you might
As well just **** me once again

Just this time, make sure it eternal.