Why do they like her? What is wrong with me. Is it my body or my personality. She disgusts me. Her personality is ****. Yet I want to be her and I envy her. I look at her pictures then in the mirror at myself. I'm not good enough. Doubt fills me. I shouldn't think it but I do. The words in my mind. ignorant ***** annoying Doubt fills me. Now I try to push it out.