If regret was preventable , Would you still feel ?Yuh ...... Ya you broke my heart.....aye!!! Aye...... aye... Took me to higher heights You called me your King, I had........ More love than I could give away in a lifetime....... I been saving it like wine........ Yuh. ...... You opened that door....... Thought we got drunk on my love.... Guess that was just me..... Went through everything so fast...... I was goody two shoes ..... Your one and only...... The golden one ....... I gave my life.......put my character on the line ........... All your friends and family ...... I never listened to....... All had **** to say about you...... Said you were fast .... Laughed ........ Said Itll never last...... I used to be somebody ..... Over confident that's ok .... Never said anything I couldn't back up .... I was a bad ***. Now what? A has been , I tried to rescue you...... You used me ...? Now I'm the outcast ? Vagabond.......... Look at me. .... Oh wow. ...... I never needed anything....... I had everything..... Everybody love me ...... Look at me ....... It's me ..........remember me? Your loverboy babyblue....... Where are you...... I need you ............ Oh great now I'm needy? Love me like you used to. Did you ever ....?. I won't even care if you just pretend to
The whole time I was protecting you.... Lying to the kids ..... Saying you.......... Just needed some space.... We're out with your friends....... Then I put them to bed ...... Go down to our room Lock the door and cry y....... You won't text me or call me .... I wanted to die ..... I felt so alone..... Two days or more go by..... Kick open the door smelling like ***** ...... A hot mess wrinkled up short spandex dress....... Saying vicious things to me threatening to leave again..... I beg you to stay forgive you .... You don't even ask me too...... I love you......... And after it was over...... I find that you lied about me the entire time........ I lost my mind....... I had no idea...... I still don't ..... Wait ....... Remind me what it was that I saw in you?........ *** is wrong with me ........