I am afraid to love you again I want to feel that love and then some again but not the hurt.
You tell me that you can't keep doing 'this' to me I must ask what is 'this' and if you can't then why do you?
I think what you meant was You don't want to hurt me because I don't deserve it and I will go away You don't want the consequences of your actions But the thing is You just don't know how to do that
And although I could stick around an wait for you to work on it and figure it out I dont' want to. Changing a behavior takes trial and error I do not want to risk that.
inspired by the song "tired of taking it out on you" by wilco