I've always thought that I hated people, I was mad at the world. I hated it all and everyone was ugly to me. Today I had a thought. I realized that I fall in love with certain things about everyday people.
I fall in love with the scrawled writing of the person sitting next to me in Spanish. I fell in love with the hands of a boy who sat in front of me on the bus. I fell in love with the pretty cheekbones of a girl with short hair, and a stubborn attitude.
I noticed these things no one else did, like the raindrops in a brunettes hair or the way someone talked as if they never got to before.
Maybe I am not as cold as I thought. And maybe some people aren't so bad. Maybe there is something good to be seen in us all.
It's just not always seen first.
Wrote this today on a piece of printer paper in school. Did it in small writing, and I added some to it.