My thoughts are floating, my emotions devlating my actions. I fell head over heels to sink. I have this habit to overthink. I'm just sporadically all over my feelings. Can't tell if I'm happy or sad. Can't tell if I'm confused or if I'm numb. Can't tell if I'm to be angry or upset. I'm restless most nights.
Why do I feel like a mixed ingredient?
I just don't understand what I'm feeling. My heads in the clouds, but my heart doesn't follow. A floating confusion, a love deflating. Can't tell if I already fell and this is a new improved of my heart breaking.