Feel like no matter what
the feeling of intense gnawing pain
gets to me
hits me
it hurts to live a lot
but I am trying everyday
to do the things that I can do
and to work on getting better
gaining more clarity
and making my impact in the world
however small it helps to ease some of the pain
I can't wait for the day
that I will be surrounded by loving friends
who get me understand me and love me for me.
But for now I will love me and love the nature and the plants
that are around me:)