Under bright light, there they are again, close up upon my desktop, two stark reminders of my long ago-departed grandfather's hands, that now I have reluctantly inherited. Stiff and painful just as his must have been while nearing his own inevitable end.
Hard used-weathered and bony, liver spotted with nearly transparent skin, vains clearly visible, wrinkled derma like aged yellowing parchment paper. Fingers having grown untrustworthy of dexterity and strength, not my hands I recall from even ten years ago.
I loved my Granddads hands, they fit his other features; gentle, comforting and reassuring. I knew them and him no other way.
Now my hands and face viewed up close are becoming bitter daily reminders of my own precious and fleeting time.
We are cast in bone and tissue, not stone. Bone and Tissues age and change with time, stone almost not at all. Living with that irrefutable knowledge, now that is the challenge. I wonder what my grandchildren see in my hands, seeing through their young eyes have I always been only old, just as my Poppy was to me?