Breathe in Breathe out Slowly But my pace is fast Feel the world closing in on me;
My voice feels frozen inside of me As if i can't speak up As if noone cares about how I feel.
I feel frozen inside Recalling past memories of abuse And how much it hurts inside Of how most of the men Hurt me violated me Shamed me abused me And treated me so so badly How the women treated me like SH*T And how hurt I am and feel Like a broken doll Used like a fuze Wound so tight It feels broken Without use That's how I feel And how I have felt for so long!
Feels scary To work on choosing differently for my life To work on cutting out those and what no longer Serves me Or my highest good
FEELS scary but exciting for this is how to truly be alive!