This is the most painful thing I have ever experienced in my life.
I am stuck in 5D and you want to play childish 3D games.
I have known you in many lives for eons and we were interrupted then
And it’s happening again, karmically. You push and push and push and it pulls me apart. The tides of change are a force to be reckoned with. I’m tired of fighting my way into this shipwreck with a life raft. I am drowning. I am not an option. I am not something to be conquered. There are no winners. Childish games won’t do anything, but cause delays. Meeting your soulmate and your twin flame in the same lifetime almost makes no sense to me. I don’t want options, I just want you. It’s always been you, it will always be you. No more chasing, no more running, come to me.
Place your third eye on top of mine so you can see what I see. We found each other.
Do you really want to do this again? I will find you in every plane if existence, but I will not let you put me through this pain again. You choose because I am tired. I am giving up. I always choose you. I would throw away everything I have and everything I know to be at home with you again. I knew the second we crossed paths that I recognized you, we grew up together. From childhood to marriage and with kids and a family of our own, in a house on the mountains. We have traveled many footsteps together. No more surface level ****. Put your heart against mine and you will feel it. Something tragic separated us in a past life and that energy is here again, trying to break soul contracts and suppress this. Don’t let it win. You sacrifice your own happiness for something practical, but I’m offering you the world and everything you could ever want. I have NEVER felt like this before. When I look into your eyes I see myself. You are my mirror, you are imprinted on my soul, you are my twin. This flame keeps burning me, I have to put this fire out. It’s getting late. I can’t take anymore. You hurt me and I forgive you a thousand times over. Just waiting, waiting, waiting for you to grow up. Losing sleep and the ability to eat because I give my all to you and still suffer defeat. I’m putting in the work, but you refuse. This is painful and feels like abuse. I’m sorry that I trigger you, I’m sorry that you can’t soften and accept the love that has been waiting for you all of this time. I don’t want to get to the part where I’m shut down and your accountability comes in a day late and a dollar short. I know you’re working on things, I’m endlessly patient for you. I’m worried you’re building my foundations with pain and the wall will be to thick to break down. You’re losing me. Someone or something else is coming. I chose you. The time is ticking and the ball is in your court. I never understood what my purpose was or why I lived through all of this, it was to find each other again. I met you and nothing was the same. It will never be the same as it was.