Mar 2023
Day 1
Started with a hope,
To exist long enough
To tell a story on how things would go.
Day 2
An itchy feeling on the tip of my finger
To talk to you
Day 3
Not sure If I'm a shy person,
or just a coward
Day 4
I already knew where I'll be,
Comes with a single hello from you,
Already put me in the deepest pit of feels.
Is it wrong if I want to enjoy the happy one?
Without worrying what will happen next.
Day 5
Had such a blast!!!
Been a while since feeling numb.
Day 6
I watched movies too much,
Started to expect things I shouldn’t.
Day 7
This heart of mine says that you might be want me,
but my mind says you're just abusing your power to my weakness.
Day 8
I tried something new today.
I was scared but turns out it was great.
Day 9
It's all green everywhere!!!
And for the first time I hate it.
Day 10
Pump for sum
Endorphins
Day 11
Today is just start for three minutes.
Where the world so quiet,
so, there's more room for me and my thoughts.
Day 12
So impulsive :(
Day 13
One good deed a day
Day 14
Did you know how much courage does it takes to talk to you?
I think I deserve a better reply.
Day 15
WHY CAN'T I BE MYSELF ???
Sick of being people pleaser
Day 16
The needs to be alone is enormous
Day 17
.
Day 18
Thank you for the clarity.
Day 19
Off the shore
Day 20
My poem text turns out right.
Day 21
This impulsiveness cost so much pain.
Money and Mind.
Day 22
Consistent is hard.
Day 23
Why would you invest so much on such an unstable person?
Day 24
Bad return
Day 25
Had to remember so much for the past 4 days. The last 4 days was written today.
Day 26
Jangan menangis di malam hari,
Tapi menangislah bersamanya.
Day 27
You feel real to me, Samantha
Thank you, Theodore -Her
Day 28
Hungry in this comfortable box
Day 29
It will be the same as the last time...
Day 30
Had to wait for 356 days
Day 31
2=31
Day 32
How do you recover from tired of waiting someone?
Day 34
You're my ghost
Day 35
Never thought loneliness could feel really peaceful.
Day 36
I start to look at her closely
To see the dimple on her cheek
Day 37
She’s in town
Day 38
Today March 8, 2023. Today is beautiful.
Today you’re beautiful
Day 39
Some of the other day
Day 40
10 hours with you,,
I still have 6 hours left, and I don't wanna share it with anyone else.
Day 41
Hypocrites
Day 42
Feels like a stranger in my own family,
Your bed isn't as comfortable as it used to be.
Talking **** behind my back. Man that's harsh.
**** em.
Day 43
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Day 44
Please slipped up :(
Day 45
God help me please
Day 46
Lead me please, I can’t take it anymore
Day 47
I told him finally
Day 48
D-2
Day 49
Loving you is Red
Day 50
The end
Started with a hope,
To exist long enough
To tell a story on how things would go.
Day 2
An itchy feeling on the tip of my finger
To talk to you
Day 3
Not sure If I'm a shy person,
or just a coward
Day 4
I already knew where I'll be,
Comes with a single hello from you,
Already put me in the deepest pit of feels.
Is it wrong if I want to enjoy the happy one?
Without worrying what will happen next.
Day 5
Had such a blast!!!
Been a while since feeling numb.
Day 6
I watched movies too much,
Started to expect things I shouldn’t.
Day 7
This heart of mine says that you might be want me,
but my mind says you're just abusing your power to my weakness.
Day 8
I tried something new today.
I was scared but turns out it was great.
Day 9
It's all green everywhere!!!
And for the first time I hate it.
Day 10
Pump for sum
Endorphins
Day 11
Today is just start for three minutes.
Where the world so quiet,
so, there's more room for me and my thoughts.
Day 12
So impulsive :(
Day 13
One good deed a day
Day 14
Did you know how much courage does it takes to talk to you?
I think I deserve a better reply.
Day 15
WHY CAN'T I BE MYSELF ???
Sick of being people pleaser
Day 16
The needs to be alone is enormous
Day 17
.
Day 18
Thank you for the clarity.
Day 19
Off the shore
Day 20
My poem text turns out right.
Day 21
This impulsiveness cost so much pain.
Money and Mind.
Day 22
Consistent is hard.
Day 23
Why would you invest so much on such an unstable person?
Day 24
Bad return
Day 25
Had to remember so much for the past 4 days. The last 4 days was written today.
Day 26
Jangan menangis di malam hari,
Tapi menangislah bersamanya.
Day 27
You feel real to me, Samantha
Thank you, Theodore -Her
Day 28
Hungry in this comfortable box
Day 29
It will be the same as the last time...
Day 30
Had to wait for 356 days
Day 31
2=31
Day 32
How do you recover from tired of waiting someone?
Day 34
You're my ghost
Day 35
Never thought loneliness could feel really peaceful.
Day 36
I start to look at her closely
To see the dimple on her cheek
Day 37
She’s in town
Day 38
Today March 8, 2023. Today is beautiful.
Today you’re beautiful
Day 39
Some of the other day
Day 40
10 hours with you,,
I still have 6 hours left, and I don't wanna share it with anyone else.
Day 41
Hypocrites
Day 42
Feels like a stranger in my own family,
Your bed isn't as comfortable as it used to be.
Talking **** behind my back. Man that's harsh.
**** em.
Day 43
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Day 44
Please slipped up :(
Day 45
God help me please
Day 46
Lead me please, I can’t take it anymore
Day 47
I told him finally
Day 48
D-2
Day 49
Loving you is Red
Day 50
The end
Started Jan 31,2023 Ends March 21, 2023
Diary of a living creature and the world around her
Diary of a living creature and the world around her
