I keep trying to start this
in a way that gets my feelings across
but that is incredibly difficult
when i don't even know what my feelings are.
I don't know what i want to happen
or for you to
say or
do or act.
I don't know what i should
say or
do or act.
I hate being in the dark with you
because i can only swing blindly
for what you want.
I wish i hadn't met you
because no happiness is worth
this
much
stress