when I came here today

I saw light coming through the windows and I missed it

a pause --



all I did , was wait for her , to exit and leave with , her kid .


when you came back today, all  I wanted to do was run , to you , and hug you .

I'm red - eyed 'cause of my insufferable nightmares that happen in the day time because I think too much about how I look and how I want to mold myself to be the one you love even though I have all of your love sometimes I just want to be me'


be more ,be more , be more , than I am, than you want: so I can always have you , be more be more, be more be more, be more, be more be more be more than I am, beyond me, beyond you, beyond anyone: It's from a hole in me, my love, don't you know? the hole in me , the hole in me