the girl down the road sold her love and Nicholas never liked chocolate so I bought him a lolly when he came over to visit me and my parrot Alicia and my dog Kenneth named after the children who jumped from the bridge I always passed to and from from work the train was a putrid colour with putrid smells and the hippie who sat across from me wore crosses around his ankles his name was Jim and in winters when it was cold he would offer me a Styrofoam cup of tea from the bakery three stops before mine and the orange of the train wouldnβt look so putrid anymore and I scuffed my shoes on the cobblestones and ignored the lineouleum stains and waited for spring to rebirth flowers I would pick (illegally) again