lips embered sizzling awaitance where are you when i seek to soothe ache ? skin splintered time speaks to me incredulous i quiver do you want to watch ? this lustrous mist this autumnal whisper i transpose it on my body. tighs a thundering wind gust, back arched to catch the rain. it hurts when im not my own, it hurts when no-one can hold this pulverised alienation. trade me some patience. you would, wouldn't you ? this world does not exist beyond our conscious perception lay your head down onto this wishbone heart, onto this carbonised solar plexus. don't you crave this silence? don't you?