I'm not sleeping because I'm weeping to the feelings that I am missing you. I lie here wide awake. I don't know what it's going to take. To go through time without being a part of you.
I believe I'm just existing because I'm missing being engaged with activities once shared with you!
I'm trying to find a song with the words that I can sing along. That will tell the words to what I feel in my soul.
So much time has gone by. I feel like I'm just holding on to somebody that I don't want to let go. That's you.
There's nothing I can do. The situation will never change. The furniture will never be rearranged. To make things right between the two of us.
It will never be possible for me to be your number one man. Or to be the only man in your life. You have already proven that to me.
This will never be possible. It will never be just me and you.
So, I had to send my heart away and to put up a wall before I fell Into an abyss. This is true! Even though I still love you
It was something I had to do. You weren't going to change your situation to be with me. Because, your multiple situation works best for you. So this will remain the same.
There will be no change to the course at hand. I will never ever be your only man. It just will never be.
I'm signing off now Maybe someday you will see. If you only could have changed your ways! It would still be you and me.