the pleasure is in seeing it as it is, nothing too magnified to believe otherwise, all of my life knotted into ties of normalcy, and sometimes muddled mistakes. it's often not as complicated as they'd think - just a morning coffee with hot chocolate and your hands around my torso at 7:15AM, maybe, the sound of streetcars and yelling preachers, often the typing of my keyboard writing poems at work. i think it's easy to make life complicated, glaring at the tripping of stairs, miscommunication, the way the barista moved in slow motion. somewhere between mistaking salt for sugar, we forget that cortisol is the quickest death - every time we choose anger we choose our own demise, the pleasure is in seeing it as it is, a pleasant mess, with a sense of humor.