Deeply ridden, ached by the tension. As the wind blows so elegantly, shifting in dimensional proximity, I feel the yearnings and pull of what is lost and what it is I need. Fantasizing until my imagination is knotted in the loophole. I hit a gentle fall, a wave of melancholic nostalgia. My words have slowly puzzled itself. I cannot seem to express what is really ******* inside. My depth is no longer to be heard or seen. The bright light hits my eyes, burning at the glare. I write in senseless disposition. Trying to reposition. Sexually repressed. Wanting the intimacy and craving *** like my nerves have exploded. But my heart, it stops me. My mind, it controls me. My yearning of what I truly want Disciplines my desires. Contradictions at stake. My earth is about to quake.