It's keeps effecting me in a way I've never felt before
Ripping and cutting me right  down to the very core

My grandma was always telling me I was the peacemaker
More then ever I wish that she was here when I needed her

Things that use to cause me pleasure
Are starting to cause me pain
Is the obsession of wanting to be pretty making me only seem vain

If I teach you anything I want to teach you to learn from my mistakes
Do whatever you can do whatever it takes

I don't want my children to go through what I've gone through
That is why every choice I now make I'm alwasys thinking of you