you know what they say, "life is not a race, it's a marathon."
i agree, but not totally.
life is really a marathon, but i believe we all have multiple finish lines.
and i believe we all have this one, final, and biggest finish line that we have to face in order to completely live happily, and purposefully.

it's tiring.
walking continuously, overcoming a lot of finish lines in life.
i became bruised, unable to walk properly.
but i am still able to walk, i can still do the marathon called life.
i can still smile, i can still make other people happy while i go through my own marathon, and share what i have learned to other people who i share my marathon with.

but it stops with "i can."
i don't feel motivated enough to say "i will."
there are times where i feel like i couldn't continue saying the "i can" anymore.
this burden is just too much to carry, from time to time.

and what's sad about this is that,
yourself is the only one who could solve the heaviness.
yourself is the only one who knows when the "i can" can turn into "i will."
yourself is the only person who can motivate you enough to continue to walk.

so for those out there who experience prolonged agony,
long enough to get used to them,
i want to say that i believe in you.
that there are people who are willing to help you, in any small ways they can.

so please,
don't give up walking.
don't give up the marathon.
let me tell you,
that one big final finish line is worth every pain.