It's not easy holding up this cup Looking for a break The way you look at me Causes me to hide my face I had dreams More than you could imagine Now I'm lucky to make it in time For shelter before the coldest Hours of the night Praying the sun will keep me warm As my feet scream for me to Take a break I had a family, a life, an identity I wasn't so fortunate when The wrath of those waves Poured in To be forgotten and never Searched for pains my pride I gave in, thinking my dreams Are just that now....dreams Reality is these lonely But loud streets "Go get a job!" As you spit on my embarrassment Never to be thought of again As the light turns green And you drive away But me...I'll be here Fighting for turf that Belongs to no one If only I can just Make it to shelter Before those coldest hours