I feel numb, detached, cold, hardened. Locked away, kept a secret. No one to have, no one to talk to. No one who understands. I feel alone, left withering. No one who supports me. I feel emotionally emotionless. I feel like dying. I feel like this anguish will never end. Left in a prison cell, to rot. I feel helpless, like I can't breathe, gasping for air, catastrophic. Help me. Burnt to ash, cold stone. No one who understands my pain. No one who I can trust. Distant, wavering in lonely distraught. Tears of blood burn my eyes. What's next? Wanting to **** myself but scared of the physical pain that I would have to endure in order to die. Left alone. No one to talk to. No one who cares. Left to rot, in my prison cell.