Two pillars set juxtaposed , I use both as baring, Both bearing equal gravity. Rising high from the waters ... Between these , Lies this isthmus. In the middle of which A field of lavender ..... Outlined with oleander peach colored summer I lay awake at night and dream I dream that there is more than this I know I shall surely die .. Here betwixt good and bad . Here ...... this lonely existence Here I feel the undercurrents One I cant resist the other .... Eradicate My destructive state...... One is such a succulent persuasion Easy as a fall The other seems difficult Abstinence not my favorite Suit ..... Yet the treasure upon that vista Manifold ...... The fruit .... Ambrosial