My fingers are stiff and my legs ache I have a hunched spine, molded into a defeatist stance My legs threaten to buckle beneath me and my knees crack more than ever My head is pounding as my brain begs me to waive the white flag to finally be done No more, they wail. Screaming to be put out of their misery At the center of it all, the one who has been hurt the most My heart How can I give up now when it is still so restless?