All I can see with my eyes Is a plan devised From Scratch But has been altered through many lies They ask me to try Haven't I done enough trying? I hate to close my eyes Cause I just end up crying With serious thoughts of dying Am I all who I thought I was I tried fixing my heart But all I got was blood I'm done... Metaphorically speaking of course Cause I'm still so freaking off course That I've drove my car out into the woods Thank God, Finally I get some alone time