we were on the bus on the way back to my house. we ****** a couple hours before that. I made you listen to "it's hard to find a friend" by pedro the lion. thought you didn't like it and paused it. asked me why I did that. let the record play again. told me you liked it and you liked me and kissed me. your head rested on my shoulder and we got to the longest winter. you looked asleep. kept looking out the window. red haired coconut scent. it might be hard to find a friend. but it is harder to lose one.