you're not mine and
now you'll never be
due to the fact that
you're happily
engaged.

i had hope for the
longest and
even though this
thought has entered
my mind before,
i always thought that
id be the one who you
said your vows
to.

its a good thing though.
as long as you're happy,
i am.

i just want the best for you.

even if it leaves me
completely
and utterly
depressed.