There is alot of things i dont know
Like how to spell synonym
How to change a spark plug
How i feel about you
And how you feel about me

Ive change alot since December
Been through alot since December
And you really dont even know any of that
Even though you were sorta apart of it
In the fall and winter i was deeply invested in you
I hurt myself thinking too much about you

Five months passed since we last talked
And i dont know why we talked again
I dont know why i responded to you
I think there will alway be a miniscule part of me
That likes you
Theres a reason i get nervous when we talk
Why when i see your snapchat name show up at the top of my phone screen
I get so happy
But when i think about it
I feel like throwing up
Like i dont want to feel this way
Just the thought of it makes me sick  
And i think it because im not sure how i really feel cause i dont know how you really feel
Part of me scared to ask
Part of me knows the answer
Part of me get a touch sad
All of me gets disappointed in myself