There was nothing left and things seemed so surreal You seemed so far away as if in a dream When I finally died and you just screamed All I heard was your voice reaching through the blackness I leave this life so reluctantly The needle with the poison still stuck in me I was so sick; why couldn't you see? There is no hope in reaching through the blackness Now I am gone and you are left with all the blame Your tears will sear and burn with shame And you will never be the same When you see me in your dreams at night Just remember that my life was filled with lies And when you realize that something isn't right Just remember me and my dark plight That led me tumbling through the blackness And when depression grips your very soul And you don't know which way to go Deep down inside you will always know At the end you will be lost the blackness