Dazed
Confused
Zone out
What the **** is that sound?

That buzzing
So insistent in my ears
Like a parasite
Feeding on my ******* fears.

I hear it when I'm drunk
That buzzing
That leering sound
Makes me want to carve out

The parts of me that I hate.

How do you stop
The only thing
That makes you feel
Sane? Or anything at all
For that matter.

I try so hard to ignore the tug
But this buzzing is invading my highs.
The only thing that used to keep me feeling okay.