it's been too long
since I've sat here like this writing
and feeling
untangling the knots of my emotions

they get so complex sometimes
I feel lost
and defeated
drowning beneath all the *******

it's been too long
since I've sat here like this
no other stimuli besides music and ideas
exploring my inner world

it can get so complex sometimes
I feel overwhelmed
don't even know myself
drowning beneath the misinformation

I am not
this sadness
I am not
this happiness
I am not even
this neutrality

I am nothing.

I am something far better
call it
Adaptability