I wish I was awake
At 4am
So you don't have to be
Your own best friend

I know you aren't one for
Touching or being touched
But I want to cuddle
You up in a blanket
Make you hot chocolate
And keep you safe

I know you don't want anyone
To worry about you
But when we're crossing the street
I want grip your hand so tight
And make sure you cross safely

Thank you for kissing
My forehead
That day I cried
On your bathroom floor
And I'm sorry that
I'm not nearly as nice to you
As you are to me

I'm not good at expressing my
Emotions
But my writing will hopefully
Make up for it

You are the greatest friend
I've ever had
No one makes me as happy
As you do

I'm so ******* sorry
That you're sad
And that I'm not there
At 4am

Because I know how it feels to
Be the one
At 4am
Being her own best friend