The depths I despair One more sip And I'm alone So close But I'm not proud It could end Right now But I don't want that And that's not what this is about So I breathe Even though I can't Anymore I'm deep enough now And the emotions are confusing And I love you And that blurs into her, mom I can't reconcile this And here we are on the precipice Of a child's love This is painful and my burden should be yours Yet here I am carrying it I hope you've reconciled our distance Cause I'll just keep driving I just don't know any direction but forwards And then the song changes And I can't live without you In my mind When I die You two become one And my love is justified